it's too tough till i cant

almost 3 weeks,. from the day she went away from my life . .

not totally away though,. as i still keep contacting her..

hmm..

sometimes,. i do feel being apart is the best solution for us.,

pity on her cuz i didn't treat her s da way she treat me..

but..

more often, i think that she and i didn't break up.,

too many times i think about this,. but there's no answer..

or ,

maybe there's answer, but only me too reluctant to accept the fact that,

i deserve to be alone in this world? ..

hm..,.

i wish i can delete my past memories., but as more i keep avoiding it,, the memories just keep on knocking my mind to make me rewind all those moments..

it's a good,happy and nice moments,. but it's just too hurt for me to recall about it..

somebody, who read this post, please help me., tell me what shud i do..

i'm sick of all these things..